Its been about 2 months since the devastation of yet another failed cycle but the last one was far worse as it was a donor egg cycle and to say that I got my hopes up is an understatement.
At this point, I still have 1 x fair quality blast left in the freezer from that cyle and I am not sure what to do about it. I went to consult with a different specialist who wants to send me for a million tests and hysteroscopy and he thinks a new donor will do the trick. My eggs are out of the question according to him. According to me…it seems my eggs and donor eggs didn’t work, there must be something wrong in the womb and if that is the case we should be able to give my eggs another try don’t you think with a full immune protocol.
I really don’t want to do another donor egg cycle tbh. I just don’t. We have been chatting about using a surrogate lately but never got to any real kind of point.
If I have to be brutally honest, I don’t want to do any more cycles at all BUT I still want a baby desperately. I just wish someone could leave a baby on my doorstep like they do in the movies and that will be that.
In other news, I have started working out. Starting weight 73kg
Yay, but I cant really walk . lol